Thursday, January 5, 2012

Being Alone! the real test of character

Out of every mind which speaks/mourns/cares/feels/loves/misses/cries there is always a period attached to it where it sits alone in one corner of the house or on a bench in the park or roams around in trans, where it cant sense the smile of others nor it wants the care of others.It just needs some time to recoup itself.
There may be many in this world who nod their heads to what i say or, atleast they hold my hand and guide me through this or may be they walk beside me silently without saying a word just giving their agreement.

Being Alone!!! is what i'm speaking about.

When we walk across the crowded streets of our city we always find people rejoicing in laughter, or gossiping in groups or walking silently in the road with no one beside them to gossip or laugh. Yeah!! i'm speaking about the third kind of people.

Right now i'm in that state where i have many around me but still dont find anyone to speak, i have millions of jokes within me but still dont have anyone to share and laugh, i have lot of topics to debate upon but no one to compete, I have more to achieve but none to support and give strength,I have stories to say but none to hear. I'm sure everyone had passed through this state atleast once in a life time.
This is the difficult and most testing phase of anyone's life. To win in this situation is far difficult than to lose in it. Its just that having a tone to sing but no song with lyrics.
Every breath you take in reminds you that there is no one for you. Every second the clock ticks says that you passed a second with no one around.
Every second you think of the good old memories, where you cherish the days spent with many, to hear you speak,see you laugh, give you a high 5!, even fight for your mistake with others. And even today you long for such days to come back, but its never gonna happen.
I have always believed that every single person who comes in your life moves out one day leaving behind good or bad memories to cherish or learn. Every relationship changes it state continously becoming mature or childish.Still the beliefs i have never get respect when i see that no one is with me. I forget what i believed and ignore that change is the rule of the world. Where no one is spared nor anything is looked upon.
I was not ready for the change when it happened to me. Now recouping myself.
This is where the real test of reselience and strength comes into picture. Every passing cloud has a ray of hope behind it. Every wind that blows carries warmth in it.

I don't have any solution for this...... i'm just waiting for that ray of hope/warmth of wind !!!! May be what i wrote is incomplete/incorrect cos there is no one around me now to correct this!!!....... Hope so someone somewhere on this globe feels good that they are not the only person who are living alone!!!!

Writing in the memories of Being Alone!!!! .....

1 comment:

  1. ya bro this is true in one or other phase of life the person will experience alone feel being with all.

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